so we had park night tonight, unplanned and melancholic
both of us left grasping at rainbows and broken dreams--
and both of us off to bed, i believe, more confused and lost
then when we woke up this morning/noon depending on which one of us you ask.

we've become pretty good at fake smiles.

then again, i wonder if we'd ever be this happy,
at this one point in time.