i'm teeter-totering on the edge of too many things.
and part of me feels if i don't keep this delicate balance,
i'm gonna crash.

so it's back to the balancing board,
the trouble is, i'm bone weary, i'm tired
my legs are aching, my eye lids are drooping.
i wanna lie down and sleep.
but i've to stand here, and balance.

balance them all--
or i crash.