this picture from http://www.liesandhalftruths.com encapsulates my emotions now.
oh my dramamama life.
but theater, my darlings
are as real as we wish it to be.
or as real as we think it to be.

this is me--
and i know this is you too.

smash a rock through that window pane
who cares for the shattered pieces
or whether they pierce into eyes

i'm not crying,
i just got a tiny fragment
stuck in my eye,